Slasher in the house!

Stop screwing with SPN!!

Mon, 14 Jan 2008 16:45:45 GMT

I had no idea why CW kept messing the Supernatural. Isn't SPN one of their shows? Why they kept screwing with it as if it's not theirs? I want to wacth SPN!! Give us back the rerun!! SPN belongs to Kripke, not you CW jerks!!

Uh.

Mon, 14 Jan 2008 04:31:49 GMT

Can't decide if i should be happy or sad...

Which House Md Character are you? Your Result: Gregory House Congratulations, you're the snarky bastard Dr. Gregory House. You're a genius doctor and you enjoy annoying your boss. There's a rumor that you and your best friend are gay though...
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Bye Bye 2007

Thu, 03 Jan 2008 14:40:19 GMT

Let's see how my life is going so far:

Final preparation: 0%
Translations: undone
Fics: undone
Boyfriend: none
Progress on volley ball: 0%
Piles of books that need to be read: didn't read any
Activities, jobs, study group, research projects that need to be done: way too many!

Well, all in all, my life is splendid!

I miss the feeling of having someone you love, and who loves you back, around you. The guy I...have a crush on is totally unaware of the facts that I want more the just friends. Maybe it's the best way to leave it like that. At least we're still friends.

Feel tired for no reason recently. Just want to shut down for a couple of days but since that final is coming, I doubt the possibility. I think I try to hard to be the one that everybody likes and wants. Screw what they think of me. I just wanna be myself.

Jared + Jensen = Love

Wed, 14 Nov 2007 14:50:39 GMT

Though this sounds a bit pathetic, the video of J2 in Chicago conference totally made my day. There is so much love between those two. That actually lifted my spirit a little*sigh*

About the mid-term.....Well, one down, more to go. A lot more to go. Went to the Library with a couple of friends today and Linguistic is totally driving me crazy. Screw prescriptive grammar. Screw Sapir-Whorf hypothesis. Screw hierarchical structure.

Back to J2, I was just wondering how I was gonna survive the days without TV series(SPN especially) and then I saw those pictures. And videos. And fans' comments. Right now, I'm realy not sure which paring I love more, Sam/Dean or J2.

All in all, J2 are love. Not just in RPS way, but in the real world also.*crawling back to my Linguistic*

Nov 13

Tue, 13 Nov 2007 09:30:15 GMT

Sometimes what you want is what you can't get. Yeah, maybe that's life. I can see that they both got what they want. Perhaps I should just let it be. Letting go is also a bravery.

It's the first time I log on to livejounal in two months. The word busy doesn't even come close to what my life is now. I almost didn't sleep in the last week. And slept less than 10 hours the week before that. The professors are crazy. The mid-terms are exhausting.

They say you won't sad when you lost in a pile of work. Does it mean that I'm not busy enough? But I barely have the time to sleep.

Feels like the ones I can talk to and share my secrets with are not around me. I want to tell them about the guy I'm attracted to, about the fun parties I went to, about the play and activities I participated in, and about the shitty things that happened to me. Well, they're not here. So I'm sitting in front of my computer and typing this.

- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

It's the heart afraid of breaking
           That never takes the chance

It's the dream afraid of waking
           That never learns to dance

It's the one who won't be taken
            That never seems to give

It's the soul afraid of dying
            That never learns to live

Sooo

Fri, 31 Aug 2007 09:24:06 GMT

So I'm a universal genius. Huh.

Busy Busy Busy

Wed, 22 Aug 2007 09:34:27 GMT

There are so many things on my to-do list and I don't even have the time to write them down.
Million ideas and thoughts on SPN fic but just to lazy to put them into words.

Twisted fairy tale 'verse: basicaly all porn...wincest and daddy!cest :

1) Little Red Riding Hood: JD, SD, puppy!Sam.....halfway through

2) Cinderella.....just the starters.

3) Hansel and Gretel.....not even started

4) Mermaid.....except thatI'm sure Dean's gonna be the Mermaid, nothing.

And some other stuff that has been bugging me. Ex: threesome(with Daddy, of course), soldier/marine!Dean, kink & bondage (but I'll put these in "Hansel and Gretel", so the problem's solved)

Darn! Wish I had the time.
Darn! When will they air the next season.

A not so short (but not too long) SPN poem

Thu, 17 May 2007 15:47:26 GMT

Wrote this quite a while ago. Dug it out the other day and decided to post it.

This was written from Dean's point of view. Slash implied, wincest of course.

Solitaire

Dream, and allow the illusion to fool you again

Awaken, and choke on the reality and pain

For the false façade you must wear

But drown in the emptiness nothing can compare

Drift, to the unknown destination and you don’t care

Stop, and once again in the middle of nowhere

The tiring journey that long began

But has never seemed to draw to an end

Drink, and may the alcohol numb your sense

Sleep, but a shadow in your dream leaves you tense

The figure in your fantasy haunts your desire

And your love and lust will consume you with fire

Fall, to keep the tender smile you’ll do whatever it costs

Shatter, without the gentle caress you could never be more lost

Maybe someday you will have to pay the price

But for Hell, with your beloved, it’s paradise

Be silent, without your heart you are just a burning shell

Be greedy, to claim the fallen angel you would give your soul to sell

Though you crave to imprison the seductive body

With those wings, the sinful lips would never belong to thee

Crush, and throw the last bit of sanity you clutch into the flame

Break, somehow you know the one you cherished isn’t to blame

So let go and forget about the moments of pleasure you stole

Then face your fate and allow the Demon to take you whole

It's getting hot in here!

Mon, 30 Apr 2007 15:22:37 GMT

Can the weather get any hotter? It's 31 C now! I'm melting here. This is the time I can really feel the global warming. 31 C! It's only April people! How am I suppose to survive the frying heat in July ><

Totally WOW!

Tue, 24 Apr 2007 14:30:46 GMT

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Ten Reasons Why Donald Flack Junior Loves Those Colorful Ties

Sun, 22 Apr 2007 13:18:16 GMT

1. Because it annoys the hell out of Danny.

2. Because maybe Mac will take out his from the closet by mistake when he is sleepy in the morning. Though it had never happened. Yet

3. Because Danny loves to pull him closer by his tie and kisses him thoroughly.

4. Because he looks hot in those. Or why else would Danny kiss him like that?

5. Because people keep staring at him when he is in them. Once again proves that he look hot in those.

6. To prove he is sneakier than Mac, who is an ex-marine by the way, since he always tries to throw them out when he thinks Don doesn’t notice.

7. Again, to annoy Danny because he hates to spend extra time on them when they’re about to…have further physical contact.

8. Because Mac is always amused by how much it annoys Danny. And he loves to see Mac’s smile.

9. Because Danny will tie him up with those after he finally get them off. And that seems to turn his lovers on. Especially Mac, who just stands and watches while Danny tying him up.

10. Is there anymore reason? Oh yeah, and he loves being tie up by ties. After all, they are much more comfortable than cuffs.

More ten reasons are on the way.

MDD's sexy names^^

Sat, 21 Apr 2007 16:48:39 GMT

*Smile* This is fun^^

Get Your Sexy Name

Tomorrow!

Fri, 13 Apr 2007 14:56:43 GMT

I'm sooooooo nervous right now. There's an important interview tomorrow that will determine which university I'll be in for the future four years! What are the professors going to ask? Will they ask any questions I don't understand or don't know how to answer? Will they like the clothe I wear? I'm going crazy here!!!!!

CSI NY slash: Stuck With Us

Sat, 07 Apr 2007 16:52:30 GMT

Title: Stuck With Us
Fandom: CSI-NY
Pairing: MDD (Mac/Danny/Don)
Author: Jai_Cat
Rating: PG-13 …with maybe a little R-ish thought

Spoiler: Stuck on you

Summary: After what Lindsay said in Stuck on you, Danny started doubting his relationship with Mac and Don.

Disclaimer: Not mine. If they are, they’ll be ****** in every episode.
A/N: English is not my first language and this is my first attempt on MDD

“Maybe you didn’t know him as well as you thought.” Lindsay said casually before turning her attention back on stage. Back on Mac.

Danny knew she was just trying to tease him about earlier but still he could feel his temper rising. Yeah, maybe he had only been Mac’s lover for a couple of months and yeah, maybe he hadn’t been with Mac as long as Don had and certainly hadn’t known Mac as long as Stella had but Lindsay, a Montana girl who was completely new to the team, indicated that she probably knew his boss, his lover better than he did?

He was angry now. Not just at Lindsay but at Mac, at Don and especially at himself. Why didn’t Mac tell me ‘bout this? Did Don know where Mac went to and what he did on Wednesdays? If he did, why didn’t he tell me about it? Hundreds of questions and possibilities crossed Danny’s mind and they all went down to one conclusion. They didn’t trust me.

Downing the beer in front of him, Danny stood up. ”I gotta go. Have ta…meet someone later.” He knew it was a lame excuse and he could feel Lindsay eyed him suspiciously but he didn’t care.

“See you tomorrow then.”

“See ya.” Feeling the sudden urge to get some fresh air, he rushed out, ignoring the soft music coming from behind. It was getting darker but he didn’t feel like going back to his empty apartment, and definitely not staying with Mac and Don tonight.

Mac and Don’s apartment. But not his. He understood that. After all, they had been together for quite a while before he joined them. They were so good at hiding it: Mac calling Don Flack, never touched or even said something that would indicate they were more than co-workers. But looking back now it all made sense. They just worked so well together. A word, a glance, a body language were all they need to communicate.

He wasn’t so good at it though. Every time he saw them, the need to be close was almost overwhelming. Those smiles they gave him, the kind they only preserve for each other, never failed to make his heart beat a little faster, breathe a little quicker. It was those moments that made him afraid he would miss some evidence because his attention was on his lovers instead of the job at hand; it was those moment that gave him a little hope that this would last, for once. But were they real? Or was he too caught up in him dreams to see that it was all illusion?

“Damn it.” He swore under his breath. He really got to stop this. Trust Mac, trust Don. He took put his cell and dialed Don’s number.

“What’s up, Dan?” Hearing the energetic voice from Don seemed to take a little bit of his distress away. It always amazed him how much energy the homicide detective seemed to have in him. Even after a long and tiring investigation he was still able to sound so warm, like gentle touch of sun in a winter day, making the coldness in him disappeared a little.

“Everything is fine. Just a little tired.” Yeah right. ”Where are you?”

“Wrapping up some reports,” he paused for a moment.” You coming tonight?”

“Nah, I’ll pass.” He wasn’t sure how to start this.” You know…you know that…uh… Mac plays guitar in a Jazz band?”

The complete silence from the other side of line worried Danny. His hands started trembling and he gripped his cell a little tighter. ”Don?”

“How did you know?” The obvious shock in his lover’s voice made Danny’s heart sank.

The blond CSI let out a bitter laugh. ”So I was right. You don’t want me to know.”

“Dan…Danny, it’s not like that…” Yeah right. ” We have never meant to hide it from you…” Like I’ll believe ya.” Mac and I love you and you know that…”That was it. He was not going to hear those craps any more and he hang up, not caring nor wanting to hear what his lover-probably would be ex-lover pretty soon-was going to say.

He felt like he was about to throw up. Damn it. He really needed something strong right now and alcohol sounded just fine. However, he wasn’t too keen on the idea of drinking alone in his apartment now, so he took flipped open his cell again and called one of his best friends.

******

Danny walked into the club and saw Aiden was already there, sitting in their usual spot.

“Hey, Danny. What was wrong? You didn’t sound well in the phone.” The ex-CSI greeted him when he sat down across the table.

“Nothing. Just wanna have a beer with ya.” He tried to smile but without success.

Aiden narrowed her eyes.” Don’t lie to me Messer. Tell me now or I’ll kick your ass and force it out in a couple of minutes.”

The blond detective lowered his head. ”I really don’t wanta talk about it.”

“It’s about your new lovers you told me before.”

He sighed. She did know him well. He sighed again and started telling her the stupid story and of course left out the part that his lovers were Mac and Don.

******

“So you mad at the girl who said that?”

“At first? Yeah. But she had a point. Maybe I didn’t know him as well as I thought.” He said miserably. “And how stupid I was to get in this in the first place. I knew it wouldn’t work and I still fell in it. I’m not even able to keep a normal relationship with one person and now I want two?” Danny said in despair.

“Come on, Danny. It’s not your fault.”

“It is! How stupid was I to get in a relationship like that! I can’t believe it. What was I thinking?”

“Well, it’s not what surprises me. I can understand why they asked you to join them, but I still don’t believe that Mac plays guitar in a band.”

“Yeah, I was shocked when I…” Danny realized what he heard and stared at Aiden in horror. “What… why… how…”

“Don’t worry. I didn’t tell anyone, but I think Stella knew about you. After all, she knew Mac and Don for a long time.”

“Wha… how did you find out? I was that bad at hiding it?”

“I know you, Danny. And probably better than anyone else.”

“But…”

“Don’t worry. I know where to look because I know you. Now tell me about Mac and Don… and your arrangement in bed.”

“Aiden!” Danny flushed.

*******

Danny walked in his dark apartment and didn’t bother to turn on the light. Throwing his coat on the nearest chair, he went into the kitchen to get another bear. Suddenly he felt a pair of strong arms wrapping around him. When he just about to struggle, he heard a soft music of guitar flowing from the direction of his kitchen table and he freeze.

“You really should pay more attention to your surroundings, Dan.” The man behind him whispered into his ear, “and shouldn’t drink so much.”

“You really scared us Danny,” Mac said quietly, while the soft music still playing. “Come on, Don. Turn the light on.”

“Fine.” His lover’s arms unwrapped from his body and suddenly the kitchen became so bright that Danny had to blink a few times before seeing clearly.

And there was Mac, with the guitar on his lap and a big chocolate cake on the table beside him. Then Don wrapped his arms around him again.

“This was meant to be a surprise,” he murmured behind him. “We never expected you to find out life this.”

“Surprise?” Danny asked in confusion. “What day is it? I can’t remember anything special about today.”

“It’s not a special occasion. Yet.” Mac said, putting his guitar aside and stood up.

“But we really hope it will be.”

Mac walked toward them and took something out of him pocket. Danny could felt his heart beating fast in his chest while he took a look at what Mac had in him palm. It was shiny― a key. Or to be more precise, a key to Mac and Don’s apartment. Mac reached out with the other hand― the one without the key― and stroke his face.

“So what about the Mac playing guitar stuff? Why not…”

“We kinda hope it could add a little surprise and romantic to all this,” Don said and pressed a kiss to the back of his neck. “We didn’t expect you to find out.”

Danny lowered his head and let out a bitter laugh. “So I was just being stupid and made a fool of myself.”

“Danny,” Mac’s hand moved down to his chin and forced him to look up. “We know it’s difficult for you to believe in people, to believe in us. And that’s why we did this. We want to make sure that you know we’re serious about this, that we want to make this work. We want to prove it to you we want more then sex with you.”

“So Danny, would you like to move in with us?” Don was now nibbling at his neck. “And make this day special that we can mark it on calendar and celebrate it together every year the rest of our lives?”

“I want this to work too but…” Danny closed his eyes. “What if we find out it is a bad idea after all? What if…?”

Mac leaned in and gave him a light kiss to stop the words.

“It will work. I promise,” Mac said. “If you’re still not sure, you can keep this apartment while staying with us. Like Don did when we first started. That can give you a place to run back to if something goes wrong― and trust me, everything is going to be fine.”

Danny twitched his neck a bit to look at the homicide detective.

“You weren’t sure when you…did this?” He asked in surprise. Danny had always assumed Don was confident when it came to relationships.

“Well, moving in with another male, not to speak he is a coworker, was a pretty big deal.” Don shrugged. “There were just so much to worry about― what if someone found out and so on. But it went well. Once you got used to loving with another guy, or in your case two other guys, it would be just fine.”

“Danny, would you move in with us?” Mac asked again.

Though he still wasn’t sure and still scared, Danny really wanted to live a happy life for a change. “Yes, I’ll stay with you.”

Don answered by sucking on his neck and Danny couldn’t help but moan and threw an arm around Don’s neck to keep him in place. That was going to leave a mark tomorrow.

Then Mac leaned in. Swallowing Danny’s low moans, he wrapped one arm around the blonde CSI and put the other on Don’s arm, stroking him tenderly. One of Don’s hands unwrapped from Danny’s waist and went to the back of Mac’s neck. And the kiss deepened. Danny moaned loudly into Mac’s eager mouth and reached out- with the hand that wasn’t in Don’s hair- to caress Mac’s face and hold him in place.

Don was still kissing, licking and sucking on his neck. Yeah, that was definitely going to leave marks.

When the need of air broke them apart, Mac and he were both panting.

Don was still sucking.

“See, living together will be fun.” Mac said between heavy breaths.

“Yeah.” Danny whispered. Suddenly an idea and an image crossed his mind. He started chuckling.

Don stop, finally, and asked. “What’s so funny?”

“Nah, just an idea of how we gonna celebrate this anniversary next year.”

Mac raised an eyebrow.

“I can get you playing guitar, naked, while I lick my chocolate cake off Don’s bare chest.”

“You expect us to just sit and watch?” Don asked from behind. “Telling ya, that’s not gonna happen.”

“I’ll tie you up with one of those funny ties of yours and cuff Mac to the chair.”

“Hey, my ties aren’t funny!”

“Yeah right.”

“Say something Mac. Tell him I look good in those ties.”

Mac shrugged. “It works for me as long as I don’t have to put them on.”

What's wrong with the slash world!

Fri, 06 Apr 2007 16:29:34 GMT

What's wrong with the slash world! It seemed in every TV show I watch, they're pairing up the characters, and not in a slashy way!

If there weren't so much great fanfics on-line, I might give up CSIs, NCIS, Prison Break slash pairings. All the hope I left is Supernatural. But heard the season final will be shocking. I'm crossing my fingers now.

It all started with NCIS. The new director, Ziva, Gibbs' blonde lady, Tony's new girl friends, and even my favorite het pairing Abby/McGee seemed... I really hope the season final can end this all with the death of Jeanne. Maybe we can find out it was all a mission after all. At least that's what I kept telling myself.

Then the CSIs. Especially NY. Season 3 was a total disaster for me. Peyton. If nobody takes her out anytime sooner, I swear i will. Seriously. And it will be messy, slowly, painfully and trust me it won't be pretty. Lindsey...she's sweet. But it just feels wrong when you put her with Danny. There's no way that's happening.

And what the **** is going on in Prison Break? Are they trying to kill all the original charaters in order to add in the new ones? Just when I thought Michael and Linc were going to live happily ever after, Sarah showed up. Followed by a huge disaster. I'm not even sure which is worst: Peyton, Jeanne or this. How the hell is Michael going to escape? Fox River I can understand, after all he had the blue print. But this...I really don't know what to say.

And my one and only hope, Supernatural, is a little shaky now. I can accept Sam sleeping with another girl. I really do. What's uncertain now is the season final and Jo. I almost hate her as much as I hate Peyton. If she ever showed up again, I swear I'll ***** and ****** her. Oh, and I've heard the last 2 eps will be shocking. I get my fingers crossed now.

Why writers, why? Can't you just make things a little easier for slashers? Please stop pairing up the charaters and LET US DO THE JOB!

People to kill list:
Peyton(top priority and EMERGENCY) from CSI NY
Jo(...only if she showed up again) from Supernatural
Jeanne and whoever lay their hands on Gibbs or Tony.....NCIS
DECLARATION: it's not that I don't like them, they just get in the (slash) way. And I'll do anything to protect my slash world.

Which CSI guy is best for me...

Tue, 13 Feb 2007 16:54:07 GMT

Yeah!!!!!!I LOVE Greg!!!
But do they have a NY version?

You scored as Greg Sanders. Yay! You got Greggo! He is funny and always has witty comments! He's perfect!

Greg Sanders

75%

Nick Stokes

58%

Warrick Brown

58%

Gil Grissom

58%

Jim Brass

33%

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Brother! love kink

Mon, 12 Feb 2007 15:51:31 GMT

Slash. It's one of the best thing human ever created. But when it comes to brother! love...there's only few people can resist it.

Check these videos out and you'll see.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ulm7NvYphhM
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6xvLuKAVQHg
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ffwzNDCrfIM

Prison Break, Supernatural, Nunb3rs, etc. There're sooooooo many hot brothers out there, waiting for you to slash them.