- Current Mood: angry
- Current Music:ladder to the sun
Final preparation: 0%
Progress on volley ball: 0%
Piles of books that need to be read: didn't read any
Activities, jobs, study group, research projects that need to be done: way too many!
Well, all in all, my life is splendid!
I miss the feeling of having someone you love, and who loves you back, around you. The guy I...have a crush on is totally unaware of the facts that I want more the just friends. Maybe it's the best way to leave it like that. At least we're still friends.
Feel tired for no reason recently. Just want to shut down for a couple of days but since that final is coming, I doubt the possibility. I think I try to hard to be the one that everybody likes and wants. Screw what they think of me. I just wanna be myself.
- Current Mood: sad
- Current Music:breaking the habit
About the mid-term.....Well, one down, more to go. A lot more to go. Went to the Library with a couple of friends today and Linguistic is totally driving me crazy. Screw prescriptive grammar. Screw Sapir-Whorf hypothesis. Screw hierarchical structure.
Back to J2, I was just wondering how I was gonna survive the days without TV series(SPN especially) and then I saw those pictures. And videos. And fans' comments. Right now, I'm realy not sure which paring I love more, Sam/Dean or J2.
All in all, J2 are love. Not just in RPS way, but in the real world also.*crawling back to my Linguistic*
- Current Mood: loved
Sometimes what you want is what you can't get. Yeah, maybe that's life. I can see that they both got what they want. Perhaps I should just let it be. Letting go is also a bravery.
It's the first time I log on to livejounal in two months. The word busy doesn't even come close to what my life is now. I almost didn't sleep in the last week. And slept less than 10 hours the week before that. The professors are crazy. The mid-terms are exhausting.
They say you won't sad when you lost in a pile of work. Does it mean that I'm not busy enough? But I barely have the time to sleep.
Feels like the ones I can talk to and share my secrets with are not around me. I want to tell them about the guy I'm attracted to, about the fun parties I went to, about the play and activities I participated in, and about the shitty things that happened to me. Well, they're not here. So I'm sitting in front of my computer and typing this.
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It's the heart afraid of breaking
That never takes the chance
It's the dream afraid of waking
That never learns to dance
It's the one who won't be taken
That never seems to give
It's the soul afraid of dying
That never learns to live
- Current Mood: lonely
- Current Music:tears in heaven
There are so many things on my to-do list and I don't even have the time to write them down.
Million ideas and thoughts on SPN fic but just to lazy to put them into words.
Twisted fairy tale 'verse: basicaly all porn...wincest and daddy!cest :
1) Little Red Riding Hood: JD, SD, puppy!Sam.....halfway through
2) Cinderella.....just the starters.
3) Hansel and Gretel.....not even started
4) Mermaid.....except thatI'm sure Dean's gonna be the Mermaid, nothing.
And some other stuff that has been bugging me. Ex: threesome(with Daddy, of course), soldier/marine!Dean, kink & bondage (but I'll put these in "Hansel and Gretel", so the problem's solved)
Darn! Wish I had the time.
Darn! When will they air the next season.
- Current Location:office
- Current Mood: crappy
- Current Music:Highway to Hell
Wrote this quite a while ago. Dug it out the other day and decided to post it.
This was written from Dean's point of view. Slash implied, wincest of course.
Dream, and allow the illusion to fool you again
Awaken, and choke on the reality and pain
For the false façade you must wear
But drown in the emptiness nothing can compare
Drift, to the unknown destination and you don’t care
Stop, and once again in the middle of nowhere
The tiring journey that long began
But has never seemed to draw to an end
- Current Mood: hot
Can the weather get any hotter? It's 31 C now! I'm melting here. This is the time I can really feel the global warming. 31 C! It's only April people! How am I suppose to survive the frying heat in July ><
- Current Mood: hot
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ps. I can't really can't believe that I understand this....
- Current Mood: amused